Depression

Hard to admit that,

i think i'm experiencing depression for...

almost more than 6 months..

You know.. I know wat happened..

I just realise that im very very negative..

The way i think is negative...

the way i see things is always negative as well..

Even giving self motivation sometime works..

but deep inside,

so so so depress la... cant help it.

DO i used to be a positive thinker?

Or some sort like leader, encouraging others,

very boss that kind of ppl?

Helo~ I cant feel that now.

Almost every day is grey for me...

I'm having depression!!!!!

So depress..

Akai....

I wanna run away from this kind of life..

I need a new environment,

away from here.

Emo chin.