FINAL DECISION

Yes!!!!
July, it is confirmed!

Finally i have come to my final decision, July will be my last month flying , and this ends my flying career, which i have been waiting and longing for so long.

Time flies, and for the past few months, it feels like a snap of my fingers. By God's grace, if everything goes accordingly, 20/7 will be my last flight, and i shall prepare and packed up and go back to where i belong, Malaysia.

Is this a tough decision? Indeed, yes it is. Who will expect me to quit at this glorious time. Where by MYR is much weaker than SGD ; In terms of money, i just try not to think so much because the more i think, the more pain in my heart. But i know what i am doing right now. A great peace is in my heart.

It has really been a while since i felt so much relieved after i have made a BIG decision. I know , it is time for me to SETTLE DOWN. Not that i have earned my first bucket of Gold, but i just need to take break, and reconstruct my lifestyle, my sleeping pattern,my dietaries, and of course, i would like to take this few months getaway to accompany my parents back in home.

I ever questioned God why do i have to go through these ups and downs ; the whole journey was rather confusing. Have i missed the opportunity to continue to stay in SG to work as a ministry staff? Am i going to missed out all the fun time with my cell group? How can i survive without such a good pay for this coming few months?

Few months back, i was very worried about how should i explain to pastor R on my decision, but as time goes by, i have already mentioned to her and i thank god that she slowly acknowledged my decision. I really missed the time whereby I get to meet her once every month to talk about my spiritual life. This year, i think i haven't done really well on the meeting part, but i am still reading bible and some other books regularly. This half a year... is a very QUIET period for me.

Well, i believe our god is a merciful god. He provides. This way of saying might be a bit too naive, but this is what i truly believed.

I don't dare to say too much what am i gonna do once i am back in kch, but i believe HE will open up the doors for me. A very good lesson that i have learned is that everytime when we say god will open up a door for us when we seek for him ;  it doesn't mean that the door has been open, BUT,

the door has been UNLOCKED. We still have to do our part by TURNING THE KNOB  & PHYSICALLY PUSH THE DOOR OPEN.

I enjoy what i am doing right now, basically i am in a countdown mood, counting down my last 7th flights ; my last 30++ days in SG. I am super excited for this!

Well, folks, I am coming home babey!!!!!

GuYoNG