Sunday, May 9, 2010

When I....

When I think about myself,
No Doubt that my life is now, very miserable.

When I Look into myself,
What i can see, is that i'm full of sins.

When I see into the mirror,
I can't find myself as if there's no soul inside me.

When I'm crossing my hands to pray,
I Feel that my prayer is empty n powerless.

When I'm listening to the sermon,
I Hardly focus and always feel very sleepy.

When I'm surrounded by people,
I feel very insecure and feel like run away.

When I'm on my way to start my work,
I simply cheat on myself that "i will be doing fine today..."

Dear Lord... I need you...

Yong


2 comments:

Anonymous said...

加油加油!!!希望你快点找回以前开朗的你!!!

Emily said...

yong,如果有心事不妨找好朋友談談。我大概可以了解你的感受,也好想幫幫你。可是連我自己都不能搞定自己,還是不要拖累人好。。或許這是成長的一個階段吧。我看種種的問題,可能是屬靈生活的關係,也許你最需要一個屬靈夥伴不時提醒你